Some days are truly awful.
And I wish I didn't feel so much, reveal so much, understood impermanence, and was not so ruled by my emotions.
I don't usually complain but these are things making me feel awful today:
overdue student loans
health insurance ending soon
no money--maybe 13 dollars, right now.
missing friends or not hearing from people
feeling fat and receiving my driver's license in the mail with a picture that makes me look like a puffy chipmunk
getting lost for an hour while trying to drop off my brother
feeling like I'm a professional babysitter not a teacher
feeling like I'll never move out again
stupid stuff from the past
letting all these things bother me and not quite knowing how to fix them or feel better
ten days to my birthday and feeling very low
complaining about trivial things while "real issues" are all around us in the world
enough.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
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2 comments:
i can totally relate. i think we all have crappy days like that. (fortunately, we still get to look forward to our wine & Law & Order nights) ;)
Miss you.
oh MAN! Mike keeps logging into his Google account on my computer, which pulls up his profile when I go to your blog because he doesn't sign back out!... and I keep posting as him!
geez!
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